. Ejaculation during massage

I was having some pains all throughout my body, especially in my muscles and joints; therefore, I decided to get massage therapy. I made a search and found a spa club that has male masseurs. I had not wanted to commit a sin, so I did not ask for a female therapist. I thought everything would be OK, but when the therapy started, the masseur started to give me a massage using special oils. That was relaxing at the beginning, but I was aroused and had an erection. I kept reciting A’oozu and Bismillah to keep satan away. I told myself to calm down because I thought I really needed this therapy to get rid of my pains. I kept thinking of wrestlers and told myself that if that was not unlawful, my massage should not be either. I wish I had asked the masseur to stop because after a certain time, I couldn't help ejaculating. I am not sure if he realized it because we were in a room with dim light, and he always kept a towel on my private parts. I did an online search and saw that therapists see it normal that sometimes their patients get aroused and ejaculate. They get it as a physiological response to relaxation. However, I am not sure if I ejaculated for the same reason because I remember I was also getting some kind of pleasure from being touched by a muscular man.  Since I am not married, I do not know much about sexual experience. That's why I cannot decide exactly how I felt. I have realized that I committed the sin of exposing my awrah (private area between navel to just below the knees) to a stranger. Although I had my boxers on, I should have covered the parts between my navel and knees. I repent to Allah for that. Besides, there is another thing that gives me greater pain. Do you think my situation constitutes zina in Islamic law? If so what should I do other than repenting and imploring Allah to forgive me my sins? I feel like a scum bag now that I have contaminated the clean body Allah gave me. Is there a way to wash all the evil away? Lastly, do I have to marry a woman in the future who committed zina, too, since I think there is such a ruling in verse 3 of Surah Al-Nur?   PS: I do not follow a specific madhhab although I am of a Sunni background. I try to do what does not cause shirk.

Answer:

There are unlike levels of Zina.  The reasons why you got an building was most probably because you allowed your intellectual to drift into the scene avenues of extramarital sexy spirit time you were massaged. You change that it was pleasant to do so since the organism massaging you cannot informant what is in your deal and cannot see your member exploit rearing. Thus, you yet could not control yourself and brought your handle to a take of exclaiming.   This is not same true Zina (fornication) with a mortal. It is neighbor the component of onanism. Thus attain Taubah and conceal the intangible if she is virgin or non-virgin. The poetise you quoted has a several reading.